This is a no-brainer. I needed an outlet, someplace that I can unload. I am here only for a moment, according to my Creator, the Living God, my Father and His amazing Son, Jesus Christ. My Helper, the Holy Spirit has led me to this site. I intend to post ALL of the issues in my head.

There will be no rhyme or reason. There will be no thread I follow unless I am posting my thoughts with a purpose. I don't know it there is a place where I can put ideas or post secrets without someone or some entity judging. At some point in my life it won't matter the opinion of others or whether someone steals an idea or expose a secret. I have so much to release that if someone continue some path that I have started and succeeds on it, I am blessed.

I feel as though I have given up and given in because of fear. My path of fear began in my youth as the path of everyone. My incredible mother, Rosetta, raised nine children (basically alone) with an iron will, an iron intent, an unyielding focus on God, and sometimes an unforgiving corporate punishment. I am the eldest. All of the information regarding being the eldest child is true, we either SUCCEED wildly or dwindle completely. I am incredibly talented but fear and self-doubt put me on the dwindling end of life.

My success will be based on my ability to believe completely in Jesus word. He is the Word.  I have made such a confused mess of my life, but I am consistent, I don't know how to quit. I don't intend to quit. Thank you Jesus for this opportunity and thank you Holy Spirit for leading me here.